Kimmy Wong peaed at 4:16 AM, 14 August 2005
It's a tougher challenge now, balancing kenny; friendships; ballet/jazz; student council and academics. Moreover, dealing with change, which I've never been fantastic at. Things are different now and it's never going to be the same again. But somewhere within me, I've found that I'm okay with it.
The three of us used to be inseperable, it was always "Mark,Kim,At" for that short period of time. Somewhere along the line that changed to "Mark & Kim" and "Kim & At". Ironic isn't it, as Mookie pointed out that it was really At who introduced us and brought about the tight friendship Mookie and I share today. I used to crack my head and wonder what happened to trigger the change and it used to bite me up inside. The curiosity is slowly fading and I'm comfortable with the way things are. Bottom line is that I still have At- and I'm thankful we're over the coldwar. And I still have Mookie- we're closer than we ever were.
I don't know if two particular people may kill me for posting one of those two pictures. I don't know if these memories ever flicker in the minds of those people, like they do in mine. I don't even know if the people in those pictures will see it and I don't know if they even still read my blog. But one thing I do know is that those were good times; easier, more carefree times- weren't they?
Kimmy Wong peaed at 2:35 AM, 17 July 2004
Hello, I know I've been awful, not blogging here for like, ever. Don't think anyone really cares though. Hm. I really have nothing much to say because I don't want to get too personal or emotional.I DO know that I should start sticking to my study plans because I certainly do not want to repeat another year of sec four. I'm so so distracted though. AIS, howhow?
See, even Peiyi doesn't use the comp that much, Maymay "studying bio", Dee practically finished half the damn syllabus, and I haven't even STARTED.
Right, I know sitting here procrastinating won't help me. Ah wells. Later then, have a nice weekend y'all.
Kimmy Wong peaed at 6:50 AM, 03 June 2004
I R E F U S E to comment on how my chinese paper went.I R E F U S E to think about it because I'll only get worked up and there's nothing I can do now to change the way things are.
Anyway, Maymay, this entry's dedicated to you, avid blog reader:)
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Thank goodness there's no emath mock tomorrow. Thank goodness for our new teacher who claims we don't have to do that, and who claims she sees no reason why she should go through the past year papers mrs chow left us. I miss mrs chow though, yes, I can just see Peiyi & Maymay & Natal and just about everyone else rolling their eyes:) Well, dry sense of humour appeals to me.
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I think I'm falling ill again, damn. Life seems pretty monotonous these days, school; sickness; kenneth; computer; telly. Notice how no where in there am I including studying. I'm just not motivated. Oh, and these days, my mood swings like crazy. My mood changes like the stock market. And often I go into my silent mode where I just live in a world of my own. I'll nod or smile if you talk to me, and I AM listening to you, but my heart's not with you 100%. Okay, this is much too detailed. :)
Life really isn't as bad as I make it out to be, I have many things that I thank God for. And I don't do him enough glory. Ahwell.
Kimmy Wong peaed at 7:33 AM, 10 May 2004
| What is your favorite.. | |
| restaurant: | LaTaverna & AlDente & Chikuyotei. |
| drink: | Water. |
| season: | Autumn. |
| type of weather: | Breezy. Rain's good for sleeping. |
| late-night activity: | Cuddle up with a good book. Actually, a trashy one is alright too. |
| sport: | BALLET. |
| city: | Newyork. |
| store: | Supre, Bebe. |
| When was the last time you.. | |
| cried: | |
| played a sport: | |
| laughed: | On the phone abuot ten minutes ago. |
| hugged someone: | Natal, in school. |
| kissed someone: | Ah, Last thursday. |
| felt depressed: | - |
| felt elated: | 27th April 2004. |
| felt overworked: | Last last week, ridiculously many tests. |
| faked sick: | (;never. |
| lied: | hur, look at the question above this. |
| What was the last.. | |
| word you said: | tomorrow. |
| thing you ate: | salmon. |
| song you listened to: | living next door to alice. |
| thing you drank: | water. |
| place you went to: | Crown Centre. |
| movie you saw: | Moulin Rouge. |
| movie you rented: | Madaboutmambo, Crazy*beautiful. Gonna watch 'em with kenny tomorrow. |
| concert you attended: | WOAH. I don't recall. |
| Who was the last person you.. | |
| hugged: | Natalie. |
| cried over: | Kenny. |
| kissed: | Kenny. |
| danced with: | Kenny. |
| shared a secret with: | Jialing/kasster. |
| had a sleepover with: | Kenny. |
| called: | Mummy. |
| went to a movie with: | Kenny. |
| saw: | Bro. |
| were angry with: | Kenny. |
| couldn't take your eyes off of: | KENNYKENNYKENNY. |
| obsessed over: | Kenny. I still am. |
| Have you ever.. | |
| danced in the rain: | Yep. |
| kissed someone: | Yep. |
| done drugs: | Nope. |
| drank alcohol: | Yep. |
| slept around: | Nope. |
| partied 'til the sun came up: | Yep. |
| had a movie marathon: | Yep. |
| gone too far on a dare: | Hm, I think when I was younger and didnt consider the feelings of others. |
| spun until you were immensely dizzy: | Yes, oh my gosh, I remember when I was six or seven and everytime Mum when grocery shopping and I got bored I spinned till I lost balance. |
| taken a survey quite like this before: | Yup. Tonnes. Boredom does things to me. |
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Kimmy Wong peaed at 6:19 PM, 02 May 2004
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:- Growth in an organism involves cell division.
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
- computer table
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- Van Wilder
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
- 9 22 am?
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
- 9 21 am hurhur
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- mrs cha saying something about dominant reccessive
7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
- stepped out of the car into school
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
- ah, rissa's blog
9: What are you wearing?
- school uni
10: Did you dream last night?
- dont recall
11: When did you last laugh?
- when i sent kenneth off and he wouldnt let me go back up alone so he sent me back up haha
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- pinkpinkpink pinkpinkpinkpink pinkpinkpink PINK
13: Seen anything weird lately?
-haha, daniel lee. funny metrosexual. nah, just joking.
14(a): What book are you currently reading?
- ahms, anna and mister God
14(b): What is the last book you finished?
- shanghai baby
15: What is the last film you saw?
- van wilder
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
-ahms. a house and a car and id kidnap my baby and move out. oh and wwe'd take a holidat to like, maldives. and id take my friends along. like pei and natal and LING and sara and ian.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know.
- ahms. my mind is constantly whirling with rather mean comments that i often have to refrain from saying.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
- ahmmmssss.. i dunnno. id wish that forever would be possible? or that everyone is Christian?
19: Do you like to dance?
- hur, you think.
20: What is the last thing you ate or drank?
-cheese puff
21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- i do not....
21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- ....want children. do NOT.
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
- yes, but id need to live here too. so half a year here and half there?
Kimmy Wong peaed at 7:37 AM, 01 May 2004
Hello.ChickPea is a huge bully, she always bullys me into coming here at the weirdest hours to blog, even when I have nothing, exactly, that I want to say. Admittedly, I haven't blogged in here for about ten years or more. But still. Hur. Ah well. I love you Peipei.
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Alright, lets see. The academics in school has been a huge let down for me. I wish I could make one of those "whats the poiint when you try so hard and dont do well anyway" speeches, but I KNOW that it is my fault because I've just been spending my time doing anything but study. School days are spent aimlessly. English I hold mindless debates with Mrs Wang, Social Studies & Lit I day dream and sleep, Amath is used for catching up in homework from other subjects I haven't done, Bio we just play around. After school almost everyday, I come home and shower and then sleep and wait for Kenneth to come over. And then when he leaves its usually say elevenish pm. And if it's not then I play with the internet and head to bed. It is thus not unnatural for me to be underachieving so badly in school
Anyway, Mei's birthday today. She had a winnie the pooh cake. I'll upload pictures, say, tomorrow? HAHA, Peiyi, chickpea, sweetum, dear. I'm tired of writing incoherent stuff so I shall end here okay? Sweet dreams all. :*)
Kimmy Wong peaed at 3:54 AM, 18 April 2004
This is my second entry on a Sunday, but it's so important, I just HAVE to blog about it!Okay, so I was supposed to have dinner with Sara and company at Spaggedidies(or however you spell it) to celebrate her birthday. But Kenneth & I decided not to, so we just dropped by to give her a nice big hug each, and our present & card. On the way there, Kenneth and I have this huge debate about whether Ac's or Sc's MEEPOK was nicer. So he goes on and on about how MY school's meepok can't be that nice, and how his was way better and geeze, what a topic to argue over. I end up pinching him. We reach the restaurant and give Sara her gift. Lo and behold, MEL (melanie Koh, scgs'03) arrives just as we wanted to leave, so I tell Mel : "Kenneth thinks our school meepok is not nice and not the best!" And Mel's face changes into this flurry of emotions and she starts scolding and swearing at him. And then I go to the table, and call Cel (celene ng scgs'03) over, and now Mel and I tell Cel "Kenneth thinks our school Meepok is not nice and not the best". But Cel misheard us, she heard it as kenneth thought our school meepok is the best! So she looks at us weird and goes, " Yea, it is what!" And so we Mel and I repeat ourselves. Then it's Cel's turn to get all upset, and SHE starts yelling at Kenneth.
So now you have THREE angry scgs girls yelling at him in the entrance of the restaurant. After I give them permission to pinch him, you see three femininely dresed girls beating the heck out of him. Girl-style of course (: IT WAS JUST HILARIOUS. All this over SCGS meepok(: My poor baby. Ah well. Just thought it was something you guys'd like to know.